It's been so long since I blogged. And I really need to tonight. There's just too many thoughts. I think I ought to get a diary. Sometimes I'm just too lazy to blog haha. Anyway, I feel like I'm stagnant. No wait, I'm lost. I dunno where I am. There's nothing that I'm fighting for, I don't have a goal. After today, it's as if everyone has moved on except me. And there's nothing I can do about it. It's not just about a relationship. I don't even understand these emptiness that I feel and it's consuming me.

I think I ought to focus on dance now but there's no way to practice everyday although I really want to. Should be turning in early today. There's work tomorrow. But I'm still up. And there's just so many thoughts. I'm carrying them to sleep tonight and hope that they'll continue to stay at the back of my head until a miracle happens. And I hope one does, quickly.

Hahaha, bye! ;)